I just watched the movie "A Walk to Remember" on a VCD which my cousins bought. It's an amazing simple story that everybody wished that it truly happened. It goes beyond than just a romantic lovey dovey movie.

Do you believe that true faith and love do exist?

The wonderful best-selling novel: A Walk to Remember

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Short summary:
Jamie was the last person Landon was likely to fall for. Serious and conservative, she was as far from cool as she could possibly be, and didn’t care. The daughter of the town’s Baptist minister, Jamie was not afraid of letting people know that her faith was the most important part of her life, even if it cost her some friends. Landon hung with the in-crowd -- an aimless, moody, reckless guy who breezed through school on looks and bravado. He had no plans, no future and no faith in himself.

Soon, against his own expectations, Landon finds himself falling in love with this outwardly plain girl who possesses a passion for life he never imagined possible. But it isn’t easy. For reasons of her own, Jamie does everything she can to run away from romance until it becomes impossible to deny.
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He fell in love with this plain Jane who changed his life unknowingly. With the true goodness in his heart, he changed his own life for her. Jamie, down with cancer, with her faith in herself accepted what came for her.

Good things always remain sweet when it's so short and that's why it's so precious when you know that it does not last. When will we start to cherish who we love? Make it the best for him/her? True love and faith prevails no matter what. I thought I understood and never truly understood this... till I met it.

It's gonna be love...

Wednesday 3rd May

It's a wednesday. Everything seemed so unsettled still. With a schedule at hand, it makes you agitated sometimes. Luckily my ECA motivates me sometimes instead of stressing myself. I need to change my mindset a little i think. I also felt that I needed more time off work to do more things. Time just ain't enough it seems!

Another note to make myself happier. I am looking forward to a relaxing weekend and I don't know what to do. Just thought of something. Maybe I can go for house viewing. Time to shop for a room. Sounds fun.

Friday 12th May

What a week of work! It's been tough on my team as well as my friends. Not able to go out with my friends for so long. I think I should stop working for others... Time to spend time on myself.. Now dressed in a sarong skirt, a white spaghetti top, I am ready for a relaxing day. There I go!

Monday 26th June

Amazing,it's been more than a month. Now I am travelling back slowly to the west side of the country. I realised that I am constantly struggling with my life. I have no mental problem. It's just that one is never satisfied with their life. Or maybe I have not even reached the first stage yet.

Tuesday 4th July

It's been a long time since I caught up with my friends. I think I am going to arrange a series of outings with them. And my cousins are coming too! Phew! I guess this will be my main task for July!

By this period, Singapore should be in the rainy season, should be a cool season. Instead, it has become so hot.

By the time you shower and walk out of the bathroom, you might be sweating already. Water just had to ooze out of your skin. It's a good time for sun tanning though.

Time to wear your shades, my friends.

Sometimes it seems to be a parental problem, social problem or personal problem that parents don't seem to like to give control to their children. Same scenario as from boss to subordinates, from friends to friends and from teachers to students... When everybody is asking for some freedom, yet they don't give the freedom to others. I don't understand why. Why do they like to control so much? The only reason I can think of is that they think that their children cannot be independent.. they are brainless compared to themselves. BRAINLESS. Who likes to be thought of as an idiot?

Everyday when I wake up, I can only feel like getting out of the house and just somewhere where I can get happiness. I can show them that I can live without them. I can survive on my own, I don't need my parents to control what I need to do. Simply there is no trust. Why can't they act like pure friends to me? WHY? Why do I always feel like friends are always better to me? Why do I always get the feeling that I can be better to my friends? Ever since when I am in my primary school, I get this feeling. Sometimes when I see how my dad tolerates my mum, I wonder why he can live with her like this... FOREVER. I cannot even imagine. It's not particularly about her. It seems like most parents are like this. When I see some mum who can really give freedom to their children and yet talk to their children like friends, I just envy them. Although in terms of financials, I am already much lucky than many others. However......

Sometimes I just wonder if anybody understand what I'm feeling. Everytime when I am feeling so sad that I wanna cry because nobody understands. Maybe, I need to start a totally new life.

A pair of wings seemed so precious and rare that perhaps I will never get it.

Reflective Messages from God! Got them from emails. Interesting, share with everyone.

Beautiful song I can imagine. If you have the chance, listen to this song. It's not just about what's the sin, it's what you've felt before...

Can you vision them?

Sweetest Sin - Jessica Simpsons

ohh yeah
can you imagine us making love
the way it feel the first time that we touch
can you think of it the way i dream of it
i want you to see it like like im seeing it
(its a picture of perfection)
the vision of you and i

your lips upon my lips
(can you just picture this)
your fingertips on my fingertips
your skin upon my skin
would be the sweetest sin
that would be the sweetest sin
yeah

all night i lay awake
cause its to much to take
dreaming about the love that we can make
all day i think of schemes
to get you next to me
i want you so bad i that i can bearly breath
(its a sign of my obsession that i cant stop thinkin bout)

your lips upon my lips
(can you just picture this)
your fingertips on my fingertips
your skin upon my skin
(would be the sweetest sin)
would be the sweetest sin
you are the sweetest sin

your lips upon my lips
(can you invision it)
temptation i could never resist
(your skin upon my skin)
ohh
would be the sweetest sin
baby yeah
(that would be the sweetest sin)

it would feel so good
to be so bad
you dont know
how bad i want that
i would do anything to feel your.....

(your lips upon my lips)
can you just picture this
(your fingertips on my fingertips)
your skin upon my skin
(would be the sweetest sin)
you are the sweetest sin
(that would be the sweetest sin)

It's a world where we tried to complicate things ourself. Then we come to realise that we just need to follow our feelings. Follow your own heart.

Intuition - by Jewel

I'm just a simple girl
In a high-tech digital world
I really try 2 understand
All the powers that rule this land
They say Ms. J's big butt is boss
Kate Moss can't find a job
In a world of postmodern fad
What was good now is bad
It's not hard 2 understand
Just follow this simple plan

CHORUS
Follow your heart
Your intuition
It will lead u in the right direction
Let go of your mind
Your intuition
Is easy 2 find
Just follow your heart, baby

U look at me but you're not quite sure
Am I it, or could u get more?
U learn cool from magazines
U learned love from Charlie Sheen
If u want me, let me know
I promise I won't say no

CHORUS

You've got somethin' that you're wantin' 2 sell
Sell your sin, just cash in
You've got somethin' that you're wantin' 2 tell
"You'll love me, wait and see"
If u want me, don't play games
I promise it won't be in vain

CHORUS x3